When someone said, 'You are the one who controls yourself.', I was starting to have my doubts by time I finally realized my memories are clustered to pieces. I hardly remember most part, the only things to tell me was the pictures and the videos.
Funny how, our brain itself functions as a mechanism to protect yourself from the painful past. When someone said, what's done is done, clearly, even if I were to force myself to remember it, the chances my memories are altered are next to finite. I don't even bother about it anymore.
The only thing that bothers me is that, if someday I will forget these 4 years of my life- the years which brought me to a turning point, the year I actually made a decision to change my life.
Many has happened.
Until that time comes, when I will forget so many things, I will cherish it.
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