First time.

For the first time, I hoped it was all just a dream.
For the first time, I was crushed just to hear about someone's loss.
For the first time, I was honored yet... I had no idea how to react.

For the people who had just lost a brother... I wish for both of you to be strong.
I'm sorry I couldn't do much, yet I wish for the greatest happiness for him in the afterlife.